It's late at night and...

I got some random thoughts again. First, I just wanted to say wow. AP Testing is finally over! It ended like a day ago but I used the other time to just freaking relax and not try in school haha. AP testing day was definitely one of the longest days of my life. I dont think I've ever done anything in a day that amounts to 8 hours of sitting, 200 multiple choice questions, and 12 essays. It was pretty funny how the APEL and AP Art Test landed on the same day, since so many people were taking both courses. Also, the fact that all 4 periods, about 91 people, of the AP Art classes were shoved into one classroom. Anyways, everyone was so happy once all the tests were over. Go everyone! Now, its just time to finish everything else in the other classes, gotta finish strong, and once thats done, I'll be a Senior...

May 18, 2008


Now its pretty early in the morning, about 630. Last night was Westviews Prom, "A Walk on the Wild Side..." at Petco Park. Thank you Felice for taking me as your date! Hm so where should I start..Well the day started out with the usual new haircut, pickup things like clothes, corsage, etc. Once ready, everyone met at Candies House, then Westview to take pictures. Back at Candies, our "bus" picked us up haha. Since our bus was owned by Deja Vu, some strip club company, there were other similar company names along the top of the bus. On the back, there was a picture of a half naked girl, with the words "Follow Me..." near her mouth. And on both sides, there were pictures of lifesize people looking into the windows of the bus. Haha I honestly think it was kind of funny how we ended up with the bus. One of Candies neighbors was outside, with the most pleasant smile looking at the bus haha. Dinner was at Tom Ham's Lighthouse. The food was pretty good, I had Tropical Isle Chicken. The wait for the food took quite a while, and the menu was pretty pricy, most items were $20+. The service was pretty good though, I swear I had my water glass refilled like after every time I took a sip haha. Now it's time for the dance. The whole layout was pretty cool, the dance was on the rooftop balconies, and on the floor under that was a "casino" like place and they had a bunch of pretty good snacks. The DJ in my opinion was aiiight. And the dance flooor was like way too small, there was barely any room to really dance, and as my friend put it, it really just looked like a giant "humpfest". But it was fun overall for sure. The DJ though, had to diss Mt. Carmel a couple times; "Y'all party harder than folks at Mt. Carmel" "Man, alla ya'll dance better than Mt. Carmel". Like what the? haha whatever, I know it was another schools prom but yeah you know what Im saying. Being a Mt. Carmel-ian, of course I'd think that was wack haha. So after the dance, pretty much just went to Candies, Alvaros, then peaced out. Pretty fun day, hot as hell though...


signing off...

Confirmation / The Beautiful Struggle

Congratulations to all those who have been confirmed! I'm finally confirmed, and it feels good. I definitely feel uplifted inside, and closer to the G-man himself. It still amazes me how fast the whole process has gone by. I even remember sitting through my sisters confirmation, seeing her be confirmed, which was years ago, and just a few day ago I got confirmed. The bishop brought up something that really caught my attention. He talked about life and love and how theres nothing better in life than to have loving relationships with people and maintaining them. In my mind as he said those words, there were a million faces that came up, all from my family and friends and those who I care so much about. And I think the bishop is completely right, I mean, I dont think I could ask for ANYTHING else in the world than to keep the relationships I have with the people I love and care about. It made me realize how my family and friends shape who i am. I couldnt picture life without them. Confirmations really taught me alot about myself and other people, and remind me how grateful I should be. Thank You for everyone who came to support all the Confirmation-ees, thank you to everyone in my life, family and friends, i love you, especially my mother since its Mothers Day.



As for PCN 2008 "The Beautiful Struggle", Major props to everyone who was involved in every way and a major thanks to all those who supported. It definitely was alot of hard work for everyone, but we ended with success yee! It's definitely crazy how this was my 3rd PCN, leaving only one more to go. Crazy how fast time goes by. I was happy when I my parents told me they enjoyed the show, and that my sister told me it wasn't a typical PCN. I cannot wait to see the PCN dvd, and also for Fil-Am Banquet!



...everyone has a purpose, nobody is not loved...

4:29

There's been a lot that has been running through my mind, so maybe if I spill some of my brains here, there'll be more room for other things!

The majority of my thoughts, and unfortunately my stress, comes from school. I swear, everything couldn't have picked any other time of the year to bother me haha. For one thing, both my AP tests are on the same day. That means I'll be writing about 12....yes 12 essays, 3 for APEL and about 9 for AP Art. Another thing that scares me is my first SAT this Saturday. Im surprised I haven't really taken the time to really review for it. Theres not much I can do in the next 4 days to significantly change how I do, so I'll willingly accept how I do. Finals are coming up too, but one good thing I can say is Junior Paper is over! I can't wait for this school year to be over, but in another sense I wish it wouldn't end because so many people I look up to are leaving, and I can't wrap my head around that I'm almost a senior....

Another thing thats been on my mind is what I wanna major in, or just do in the future. Architecture and Engineering seem so interesting, itll probably be the path I take. AP Art and for those of you who know him, Mr. Currie, his Dream Home/Building project probably influenced me the most. Lately though, the thought of doing something with music keeps coming back to me. I think it would be soo sick, to work in a studio, make music, make beats, record people, and just play music. Since music is like my first love, I don't think I'd ever get tired of it. Band, this year especially, has allowed my passion for music to grow. I also remember going to Studio West (not the dance place) for my Career Day in 8th Grade. It was pretty cool, cause Blink-182 has recorded there! and so has Get Back Loretta, which is a pretty cool thing I would say. Basically, we learned how to record a band, work some of the equipment, and we even got to be on a track the workers there made! I played some percussion instrument, like, a shaker or something haha. That still would be so dope though, be like the Neptunes or something haha I wish.. Well I'll leave things there for now. till then...

For You Know Who..

Hey yo, Hey yo, put your hands in the

Air, girl you're lookin' good can I

Stare, I don't mean no harm

So lets keep rockin' till the break of dawn...

Freedom Writers are back....check out Mt. Carmel Fil-Ams PCN 2008 May 8th and 10th

On a National Level

The trip to Indianapolis this year for Wind Ensemble I had to be one of the most impacting experiences in my life. When most people hear about Indianapolis, they think of Peyton Manning and the Indianapolis Colts or NASCAR or whatever. But every year, Indianapolis is the center for the Music for All National Honor Band Festival. In a nutshell, this is pretty much where say, the top 12 Highschool Wind Ensembles and Orchestras from all over the nation perform for " the best of the best". There also are performances by the National Honor Band, Honor Orchestra, and Honor Jazz Band which consists of the best highschool players in the nation. It's pretty badass that Mt. Carmels Wind Ensemble was invited to go, and also that 4 people from our very own Wind Ensemble made it into the Honor Orchestra. BigUps to Scotty, Steven, Matt, and Melanie. Now I guess I'll just talk about different things on the trip.

First of all, being in a place where like EVERYONE around you has a passion for music was just crazy. We had "Master Classes" with professional players. We pretty much got alot of tips and advice on how to become a better musician. We also got to watch the Indianapolis Symphony Orchestra (ISO) play and rehearse. Up until this moment, I never thought I would enjoy listening to a live orchestra play. It really gives you this indescribable feeling inside. It's like you can feel the emotions the musicians feel while they are playing. It was just really inspiring to see such passionate people play. After the trip, I've find myself actually wanting to play for fun. Not practicing, but playing for fun as well.

As for our performance, I thought we did pretty kickass! Our program(song list), took many months to perfect. We probably got all of our music like a little bit into the start of the school year. After our performance, someone from the ISO came up to Mr. Torns our director and told him something along the lines of " That was the best highschool band I have ever heard". It felt so good to perform something that you've worked so hard for. Mr Torns was also really proud of u s. The performance also was different from every other performance I've had. Since they were gonna make DVD's of our performance, there was a live action camera like, flying around the stage, zooming in on soloists and other people haha. We're all still waiting for those dvd's, its been like almost 2 months!

After our performance, the rest of our trip was pretty much free time. One of my favorite nights was the student social haha. It was a dance with all the bands that were attending. There were alot of awkward people I'd have to say haha, but I got to meet a couple people from California who were in the National Honor Orchestra. The other days, everyone had free time at the mall. The mall over there was pretty regular. I was surprised to see a Pacific Sunwear there haha, but I wasn't surprised that it didnt really have that much good stuff. The rest of our nights were spent watching tv. I watched Borat for the first time too one night haha, funny ass movie. Another interesting thing about the trip was that, our hotel was connected to every other nearby hotel and so was the mall. Basically, because of the cold weather, or other reasons, each building had a walkway or tunnel that lead to the building right next to it or even across the street, so we hardly had to walk in the sidewalks.

If our band had the chance to go to Indianapolis again, I would mos def go without any hesitation. Its crazy how fast that time went by, from the f irst time we looked at the music to the time our plane landed back in San Diego. That seems to be the case with almost everything. In the whole preparation process, I probably faced the most stress I've ever faced before, faced the worst rehearsals, faced a huge amount of criticism on my playing, and with all it feels like forever. But once its over, you realize how fast it went by, and also how much you miss it. Honestly, all those hours of rehearsals and practice and stress was worth it. I know how cliche that sounds, but I'm being completely honest! The main thing that I got from this whole trip is to do whatever you do with passion, and the things you are passionate about, stay passionate about it. okay well i think i've said enough (especially for all the non-bandos haha) but yeah. One of the best trips of my life!